Time Travel

I spend most of my days thinking about what might have been if I had been more confident. Probably not. I've got no real way of knowing. Perhaps I haven't found her yet. Perhaps I already have and I'm too dense or too scared to make anything of it. I'd like to stop watching the pot, but her eyes are intoxicating and contrary to how I present myself, I'm a fool for love.
I just wish I wasn't always a fool when she's around.

I think I need to just move on.

Body Moving

Today's Memory:
After telling her that I came home from work, laid down and refused to force myself to move anymore, she asked me, "What made you move?" I had no real answer, and yet I moved.